01 Oktober, 2010

Tired of Drama

Sometimes when I say, "I'm okay". I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight, and say, "I know you're not". - unknown


I need more time to spend alone and think about all my problems. But, there are many things that I can't handle it by myself. I really need you .. or someone to talk to. I'm tired pretending to be another person which isn't me. There's a lot of things that I want to tell you, but you just don't get it and I'm not brave enough to tell you the truth.

How on earth I'm still doing this ? I feel like a stupid person waiting for unexpected. Yeah I know, poor me. I don't even know what am I talking about, is that funny ? when you think I'm strong, you're totally wrong because I'm fragile. I just don't want anybody to know it.

I just can't seem to face the truth and I really don't know what to do. What should I do ? Tell me! What should I do ? I'm done with all of you.

Maybe I should find another activities, so I can forget about this. yeah I hope so. This might be easier said than done. I would better go to sleep now. I wish I could forget about that when I wake up.

At the end of the story there's just one word to say "disappointed" and there's no happy ending. :''|

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